She's for obvious use,

The marzipan is because he has a fetish or he might get hungry,

And the harp is to lean against xD

EDIT If said person finds out, I'm dead. xD

My number one favourite time of the year ^^

Queen of the Damned is my look this year as opposed to Little Miss Darkness of two years ago -- alas since I had no inspiration, last year was forgotten.

A shame too..

Last year I was brooding over nostalgic memories and this year I probably will do much the same but in the company of others (if all goes well).

I feel too much time has been wasted of people that have long forgotten me, and since they have long forgotten me, I was of no consequence to them (and Vice Versa!).

Still one has to set an example.

And that is what I plan to do. ^^

But this web keeps growing and growing,

It's been two years now.

I still feel a mixture of hate and longing.. I long to hate.

A little confusing, no?

We're so alike it scares me and yet thrills me.

Act out of passion and anger,

Furious to be in such close reach of each other but yet still too far away,

Once upon a time I would have murdered in cold blood just to see a glimmer of hope but now, alas, I'm not sure what I want.

A furious tornado of emotions good and bad, it's a part of me now that I doubt I'll ever get rid of.

I'm stubborn and reckless. That's the way I am. And that won't change anytime soon.